At first, I wasn't even going to look at it... but after twenty three minutes of crying, vomiting and struggling with my sanity, I decided to read the suicide letter.
Dear John,
I'm so sorry you had to see this and that it had to be this way. I just couldn't say it to your face because I know you would have stopped me. I have been unhappy for a long time now and it's not your fault. I am tired of taking medication everyday. I don't feel like waiting to get better, I simply don't have the patience. I just can't handle the gravity of life anymore. I hope you can forgive me and I hope you make the most of your life. Please try to move on, if not for yourself than do it for me.
Love,
Hellen
-Josh
Dear John,
I'm so sorry you had to see this and that it had to be this way. I just couldn't say it to your face because I know you would have stopped me. I have been unhappy for a long time now and it's not your fault. I am tired of taking medication everyday. I don't feel like waiting to get better, I simply don't have the patience. I just can't handle the gravity of life anymore. I hope you can forgive me and I hope you make the most of your life. Please try to move on, if not for yourself than do it for me.
Love,
Hellen
-Josh
